Finally last day in 2018. 2018 hasn't been a smooth year, but yet if it's a smooth year than there would be nothing learned. this year is finally the year that i stop hoping for him to have feelings and finally the heart decided to let it go. though up till now, there're still some feelings there, but i'm sure, its not that much compared to before. let all those unhappiness stay in 2018 and welcoming 2019 with a big heart. 2019 might be a challenge because 70% getting my degree cert and center(if i'm able to stay) is going for sparks. Not sure if i'm able to handle both work and study together because back in 2015 when i'm also studying + working, it was damn stressful. the work load is alot. however, now, i'm slowly getting the hang of the teacher's job, it should be ok just the studying part. although i'm still unsure if i'm able to get into the course i wanted but there's option b. i hope if i need to choose option b, it is related to early childhood. I won't hope 2019 would be a smooth year, but i hope i can survive it like how i did in 2018. More importantly, i hope in 2019, more people would be blessed. :)

No matter what happens, head up and stay strong :)