Back to writing down here again:) Ohwell, the one whom i have a crush on is officially other ppl husband. He is someone’s dad. And i would be the godmum of the lil cutie. If until now i still can’t let go, i can just go bang the wall already. If i can open up and asked him what are the thinfs that he brought or going to buy for the baby, Then i guess i am near there already?! Which i guess is good? Hahahahah Finally for so so so long, finally i wokeup. Of cos someone like me who wish to have someone t love me etc, seeing your sec sch clique Almost everyone managed to found their other half and 2 of them are already married. And you, alone. Hahaha T be frank i really don’t like the feeling of being alone. But what to do hahaahahhaa. If you do not have the fate to fall in love then too bad then. I am also considering if i should make use of app to know more people but, it is quite dangerous though. I am not smart enough although i am always cautious around guys. But with me being in preschool industry, you want to find a partner is like no way hahahaah cos all teachers are female. No point waiting for something to come t you, you need t fight for it. But.... do i have the rights to? Not every one is aware of the secret and if there is potential one, he surly needs t know but haish. Ohwell... just late night thoughts again :)
